Yesterday morning was the last morning for three weeks that I had to get up at 5. Today was my last train ride for three weeks. I can’t even begin to explain how wonderful that feels. I don’t have any time off, I’m working through the holidays but I’ll be at the salon here, a [...]
Posts under ‘death’
Dec 06
I just want to breathe
I was not really prepared for how much it would affect me to write down the story. I mean, I have told people about it a hundred times before, haven’t I? Yes, I have. But only the short version. I can tell the short version now too without thinking twice about it: I went to [...]
Dec 04
that was the night that I died, and someone else was saved
I have mentioned it before, and I have mentioned the reasons, but I never told you the full story. It was the 28th of July, 1998. I was wearing a white cotton cable sweater and jeans. I was scheduled to work that afternoon – this was my first summer in elderly care – but before [...]
Dec 02
the spirit carries on
Where did we come from? Why are we here? Where do we go when we die? What lies beyond And what lay before? Is anything certain in life? They say, “Life is too short,” “The here and the now” And “You’re only given one shot” But could there be more, Have I lived before, Or [...]
Jan 27
…more…
James Blunt’s Goodbye my lover is about The Saddest Song Ever. Brings tears to my eyes every time I listen to the lyrics. Imagine this scenario: Your loved one dies. You play this song at the funeral. I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile. I’ve watched you sleeping for a while. I’d be the [...]
